imperfections perfect us ..

2010-03-07T22:52:00.005+08:00

OH MAN. i thought today had started out good as the lrt and mrt didnt drive off in front of my eyes. in another words, i managed to catch the TRAINS (with only 1 minute waiting time) Weepee! This means i would have MORE minutes to walk from the station to the center, meaning my heart would't have to pound faster and my brain don't have to keep wondering if i could reach at 1.30 SHARP.

HOWEVER ...

i experienced my "1st".. it's a bad one....
.
.
.
.
.
I made a small ,little, 4 years 2 months girl cry today!
What's worse is she VOMMITED after that. She's so poor thing can? Her tears is like the beads on a broken string. She kept crying, and that had just worsen her case. She couldn't stop throwing up.
The rest of the class was in a state of shock. Esp the 7 years old girl,who was sitting right beside, had her jaws dropped.

omgomgomg am i really too harsh on her?
oh no, i think she's super duper afraid of me now.
One less student to come in my class :(

"Goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?" haha i hope!

P.s. I love inspiring life quotes!!

2010-02-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

EH!! I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN.
BUT I HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW! OMG
I DONT EVEN HAVE PHOTOSHOP IN MY COM RIGHT NOW.
ONLY PAINT... how sad.

work has not been so smooth for me..
i have quite a number of issues with the children.
sometimes i dont even know why they just cant listen, follow instructions and do it properly.
why cant some of them do 8-7... why are they struggling? Is it because i didnt make myself clear??
uh oh i really cant understand children ,yet.
HOW TO UNDERSTAND MORE???
nevermind, i will try. i will try harder.

Need to be more observant.**
Need to be more firm.
Need to be faster in marking.*
Need to speak better.*****

Need to be more interesting.
cos one small boy says he dont want to come for lessons anymore!
boo hooo he thinks that the class is boring.
It's so hard to please everyone.

2010-01-28T12:18:00.002+08:00

how many times did you lie to the others, to yourself that?

felt so useless sometimes ..

my heart rules over my brain

2010-01-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

a new year.
a new MAY.

didnt watch the fireworks right infront of my eyes, but rather in the tv.
another feel. bad and good in a way or another..
:) but i still love love the fireworks lots! whether its 2D flat on the screen or "3D" ..

new year resolution?

make more friends, save more money (irony?), exercise regime! (kinda impossible)
gotta cut down on my indecisiveness
not so much "errr,huh, anything and whatever"
have to be fierce, firm, attentive, flexible, outgoing and the list goes on. hahaha
really gotta work really hard for my current full time job.
its really not easy for me. its not something that i will think of doing :(,
but anyway, i will JUST HAVE TO DO IT. :)

i need lots of support!! give me some, will you? :P

on a side note..
for my special sister
i still love the way you are.
i really really hope we can be TRUE friends for EVER(or rather sisters for life!).
hahahahahhaha
bits of conflicts here and there
i dont know whether i have forgiven you.
have i ? i thought i have, but i realise some parts of me is still hanging there.
i know i need to move on, cos your life dont revolve around mine, and mine doesn't revolve around yours anymore.
life still goes on, i remember almost-everything that you have said to me.
im glad, that you still like me. :)
im happy you still remember there's one person here for you.
so much to say, but i think thats all for now.

muacks.

2009-11-24T11:32:00.002+08:00

AIYOYOYOYOYOYOYO

ITS BEEN A LONG LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE SIGNED IN AND WRITE SOMETHING HERE

LIFE HAS BEEN BUSY WITH WORK WORK WORK AND MORE WORK!
NOW THEN I REALIZE BEING A ADULT IS REALLY NOT EASY.
NEED TO WORK FOR SUPER LONG HOURS, FOR PEANUTS..
MORE RESPONSIBILITY..
GOTTA HAVE SACRIFICES..
(boohoo no more hairstyling class for me :( )

NOW THAT I HAVE (just) BECOME A ABACUS TEACHER,
MY EVERYDAY IS GETTING EVEN MORE CHALLENGING..
UH OH UH OH ..
imagine the soft spoken may has to speak up in front of 12 kids in a room!
aye! to teach them abacus!
FIRM, LOUD, CERTAIN is what i really really need for my voice man..

woo so i am a full time working adult now.
year 2009 is coming to an end, with a blink of eye in fact.
equal number of good stuffs and bad stuffs happen.
i've made a number of new friends, and lost an important person of my life ..

i am on my own.
i need to be brave,
and face the difficulties myself!

but i would still (*secretly) hope that there's a shoulder for me to lean on ,sometimes ..
ha .....

HUGGIES...!
let's us look forward to december!!!!!!!!!!
cos christmas is coming!!!!

wonder if we are celebrating~~ o___o

2009-08-21T12:51:00.001+08:00

one big bag of food!
how to slim down like that?
more like gain weight ..
haha

thanks val for the japanese fishes btw .. :D

2009-08-07T12:56:00.002+08:00

hee see anything!?
its actually a miracle!
time 12:34:56PM date: 07/08/09

see something now!?
123456789!!!!!!!!!!
i bet we can only see this once in our lifetime man!
woohoo and i manage to capture it! :D
hee

hmmm life has been ... rather .. the same ..
just that one or two bad things happen to me ..
like ..
my handphone swam in the bag of icecream!
booo icecream .... by right i ought to be enjoying my icecream with no worries..
but i guess i just bought those icecreams at the wrong timing ...
hais...

and and ..
i went to do my eyebrows yesterday ..
and the results is not really satisfying ..
or rather, i didnt expect them to look like that. ..
awww
im kinda sadden man .....
i seriously hope my brows will change for the better man ...
be more natural please~~~~
AHHHHHH

2009-07-07T15:44:00.004+08:00

few of my favorites

lols interestingly, i behave that way sometimes..

hahah and this! <3! i believe this is what some lesbians think uhh

and this! CLASSIC!
SOME people might be able to FEEL for it ,yea!? :D

credits to:http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

2009-06-24T15:57:00.001+08:00

2009-06-24T15:15:00.004+08:00

i treasure my every OFF days
at the same time,
im looking forward to every meeting.
so why do you have to be like that?

if you cant accept me for who i am,
what's the point of being my *friend?

or do you not know me in the first place?

yea maybe thats the case.

and do you know being easy going doesnt meaning NOT HAVING ANY OPINIONS ?
being too dominating is not very nice of you.

sometimes you have to learn how to give ,before you want to get.
cos the world doesnt spin around you
you cant be getting what you want always.

open your eyes
open your ears
open your heart

be more considerate.

2009-05-12T17:27:00.003+08:00

haha its my birthday..
and so what?
im not celebrating it...

who cares anyway ?

my grandma got so fed up with me, over a very small matter
like wtf?
keep banging things ,making a hell lots of noise.
ya ya .. to show that shes annoyed angry and so on.
please lo.
the only thing that i have done is to reply her SLOWER..
and WHAT?!
she feels,.. THINKS that im IGNORING HER
WT...
enough is enough lo.
it's my birthday and she still pulls long black face -.-
hmph.
i didnt even blame her for NEARLY forgetting my birthday lo

bias bias bias
pui

so everything is my fault lah ..
fine..
i've grown up. i know i have to keep my cool
-.-.

..

.

rahhh lousy 12052009

2009-05-07T13:22:00.004+08:00

my birthday is coming in 5 days time..
hmm i am not really looking forward it ..
cos my friends are all either busy working, or playing,
they may have forgotten about my birthday le, i guess...

hais...
my life is all about work work work now..
thus ,its been rather hard to meet up with them ...
i want go swimming kbox and.. perhaps buffet de lo!
but no one is free! :(
im not really available myself too .. =X..
:( :( boohooo

on a lighter note,
a much loved little boy praised me for my EXCELLENT service yesterday!
HOHOHO!
its my very FIRST compliment from customers lo !

it says "I would like to come here to eat everyday if i can! ______ has excellent service .... "and so on.. i dont remember already..

:D im so happy...
finally ,some encouragements from the benten side.. haha
i have been rather clumsy, forgetful and blur there(been sending wrong orders, keying wrong stuffs in and being not so attentive ) ... haha which im quite sorry to trouble my colleagues :P
most of them are pretty nice.. :)

thus, his short,simple and sweet comment really did make my day :D!
thank you very much . :D

come down to benten someday! perhaps i can give u all 10% discount.. hur.. ><

will be meeting yanling and val tonight! some catching up again perhaps ? haha

p.s. :D saw minjie few days backand im so surprised and happy to see her! she is getting prettier eh :D. its good to see that she is doing well at beard papa :D lalala. *munching on cream pufff*

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2009-04-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

HELLO I'M BACK TO BLOGGING YO!
IS ANYONE MISSING ME? HAHHA

O_O . . .

anyway, I'm very very happy to announce to you peeps that i have graduated!?
did i mention it in my last few entries?
anyway ya, I'm graduated.........and so I'm currently looking for jobs!!!!!! while waiting for NTU/SMU's reply o_o

however i didn't really place high hopes in it though ... cos my gpa, aye, seems to be way to low for me to get in ... hur hur ....i shall just hope that miracles will happen on me :).

what i have been doing these few days are just slacking, hanging out with friends and crazily hooked on to the games on facebook for the past few weeks....(esp restaurant city. ok luh i didn't really play, i just leave it on and run for the experience.)

haha dont know why ,but i feel weird blogging now. perhaps i'm not used to writing paragraphs anymore. or i should say, i have forgotten how to write my thoughts down as words. hahahah omgggg.

Plus, my desktop is down now, and ACER will only be sending someone down on this coming tuesday ... awwww...
im so sad can .... if i really have to reformat my desktop again , i will LOSE EVERYTHING ON MY DESKTOP.. which means those photos that i have taken for the last few years till now... :(
hais hais....

i seriously need to buy a anti virus program SOON, after my desktop is repaired. ;D

ps. im so happy. someone thinks my voice is nice. hahahah xP

2009-03-24T22:47:00.001+08:00

wooyeah i have one follower?! haha anyway i was so sad.
my desktop is down .. boo

2009-03-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

i want a boy-friend like LUCAS!
HAHAHAHAH

败犬女王 <3!

2009-03-22T11:00:00.002+08:00

hee was playing with my web cam these few days..
so bored. i play with myself.. didnt have the mood to sit there and watch drama all day long..
wanted to watch HOTEL FOR DOGS
wanted to look for a part time job and earn some money
wanted to playyyyyyyyyy
wanted to drink frappe..

lalalalalala
what lies ahead?
i have no idea at all ..

2009-03-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

im going johor bahru 2mr .
will you miss me?
o_o

ha.
.

2009-03-09T22:08:00.001+08:00

credits to one of the applications on facebook.
isnt it so true?

pigu pigu ..
assssssssssssssssssssssssss

2009-02-22T18:43:00.003+08:00

wow seems like i have cultivated a bad habit of not blogging already..
hmmmm

been kinda busy for the past month
goodness sake. so many different assignments have been dued at the SAME time
my gosh ...
i couldnt even remember how i have endured all these..

rendering,
photography,
mocap,
art and history,
minor project,
rigging,
3d animation,
photography
drawing ,
fusion assessment

WOW what a blast!?
couldnt imagine i can actually clear (almost all of)them ON TIME ..
though some of my works are really not up to the standard.. (due to the insufficient time spent on doingg~)
but i seriously hope that all of us will pass!
ahhhhh

ok so currently, i am left with the preparation for fusion + future plans ..
im uber worried for my future mann..
seriously dont know if i should register for NTU's engineering course or not ..
well , its not as if they will take me in if i have registered...
but still , is this what i want??
engineeringg....
UHHH
my goodness im super duper lost right now!
who can guide me man!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
im paranoid,super paranoid now
AYYYEEE

my mind is so blank right now.

2009-02-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

you made me feel screwed.

im not a toy/doll, know?
not someone who is there for you for 24 hours
and being chucked at the side in the next min,when you dont need me.
i have real feelings and thinkings too,

could you get this fact right ?

2009-02-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

whoa everything is coming to an end.
my poly life is going to end.. soon, in this coming march ..hopefully!

and im feeling abit weird.
im not really feeling happy, neither sad..
its kinda neutral ..
maybe i wouldnt feel anything until i have really gotten my final grades for my course ..

anyway i gonna be free free free for these coming days and weeks..
super relax cannnn

no more torturing nights of burning midnight oil ..
no more procrastinating :)
even playing for 12 hours str8 is no longer a problem now ..

but why aint i feeling happy .. ?
something is missing..
.
.
.
.
why do you always make me feel that im not good enough?
why cant i get your attention?
.
.
you would have talked to me if you care.

2009-02-05T10:44:00.005+08:00

s-t-r-e-s-s

actuallyi knew it long ago, i know all those are just my one sided thinking
why am i so optimistic about something when i know it has to be ended or already ended.
why am i so stubborn?
bad bad bad
i gotta jump out of this circle soon!
i dont want to go round and rounnddd.

why is my font size soo biggg

maybe i should fail my typography.

2009-01-26T20:36:00.001+08:00

chu yi aint as fantastic as i expect.
hoping for a better tomorrow.

2009-01-20T18:35:00.005+08:00

selfish beings

who dont love themselves?
who dont live for themselves?

i gotta save my pitiful ass.

put all the blame on me.

2009-01-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

so clumsy!
aite!

hit something JUST now
and the floor is SO wet now
!
ughh
sticky mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

2009-01-17T21:18:00.004+08:00

thank you so much ..!
for the gifts ^^.

2009-01-16T00:22:00.003+08:00

gosh.
i seem to be slowing down upon knowing that the portfolio review is being pushed back to week 17.
this is week 14. meaning i would have around 3 more weeks to prepare.
and 3 weeks is so not enough kay.
it might seem long, but its definately not enough for me!!!
not forgeting i have other assignments on hand too!
damn
.
im struggling for my photography..
i need, MODELS.. and perhaps... i need more IDEAS AND INSPIRATIONS.
where have they been ?
i think i should look for them in lala land.
good night
i have given up on my character animation.
planning to continue/rush tomorrow.. and i would just show what i could do by 11, tomorrow
lalala

procrastinate somemore lah.
see, its killing you already.

2009-01-15T00:41:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

let me scream

2009-01-12T19:07:00.003+08:00

its taken during mid of a rendering actually.. but i think it's pretty.. look like glitter

hais i gonna be so stress for this ,this coming and next week!
+(((((((((((((((((((((super demoralised also

bytheway, im just wondering why those teachers seem to be out to fail graduating students?
does it do any good to them for failing us?
yeah maybe,
they want us to pay the schooling fees for one more semester -.-
damn.

i feel so screwed right now..
very serious.. ly :(

2009-01-11T00:25:00.002+08:00

how to keep on . . . .

2009-01-08T12:33:00.001+08:00

pretty pink!

2009-01-08T10:51:00.003+08:00

leveled up and upgraded my soap..
why am i so persistant and competitive sometimes?
cannot stop playing pet society..
spent so many hours on it EVERYDAY!
why i always do the wrong thing at wrong time?

organise..plan, may!
you know your mistake,
but you dont know how to correct yourself~
you've got to forgive yourself for all these shit you've gotten yourself into, may..
buckup~! 4 more weeks to go only!

this is the only time i want the time to crawl by ..

2009-01-05T23:40:00.003+08:00

my favourite photos for my assignment 1..
haha of cos , both are photoshopped and apertured.
:) 50% natural perhaps?

so not me ?
or can yall still recognise me ..

finally some photos to brighten up my blog.
i wanted to do so many things..
have to do so many stuffs
aiyo .. but im just thinking about doing them ..
haha funny ..

2009-01-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

is it considered as a brand new day alrd?!
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 YO!

ITS A BRAND NEW START.

THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
LIFE MUST BE BETTER!

2008-12-31T15:36:00.004+08:00

year 2009 is arriving

everyone seems to be counting down
ah and i will be at home this year
no fireworks ...

or rather i will be watching fireworks on television ..

no more squeezing with other singaporeans
no more perspiring and complaining this year ..
never countdown together this year too ..
its kinda expected, tho.

2009 gonna be a better year..

its gonna be a totally new phase of my life soon too~~

i hereby wish all my friends to be happy and healthy^^
,and rich xP

note: you got to make time, and not complain that you dont have time.

2008-12-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

yall see!! my pet pet is so CUTE!
ahh! love love

i love you!

2008-12-28T03:56:00.002+08:00

its crazy. im actually kinda wide awake at 4am this morning ..
omg and yes, i am not doing something productive

i have a hell lot of assignments to finish up
but i simply dont have the heart to work on it

wth i hate myself for being like this man

why am i always thinking so much about ***?

2008-12-28T01:28:00.002+08:00

i wanna count down ..
i wanna watch the fire works..
hais..
i wanna start everything fresh
i wannt you ..

i begin to be afraid of you ..
cos i totally have no idea what you are thinking,
at any moment, any place, any time.

2008-12-27T01:55:00.002+08:00

Life Is a mystery
You never know what it's gonna be
I didn't know you were gonna leave
(And I was ready to spend my life with you)
Know I still cross your mind
Do you still feel me deep inside
Do you still see me when you close your eyes
Or did you find a way to let me go

You never want what you've got
But always want what you cant (have)
You never miss somethin until it's gone (until it's gone)
I know in your heart that you cant walk away
And if you want me to move on

Just say I aint right
For you when you moved on
The feelins gone
Just say I aint right
And I've been holdin on to love thats gone
Just say I Aint right

Seems like yesturday
I was the one you love to chase
Now someone took my place
What do you see in him you never saw in me
And If he loves you better
(I'll walk away)
Or if its me thas on your mind
Baby I'll say

You never want what you've got
But always want what you cant (have)
You never miss somethin until it's gone (until it's gone)
I know in your heart that you cant walk away (you cant walk away)
And if you want me to move on

Just say I aint right
For you when you moved on
The feelins gone
Just say I aint right
And I've been holdin on to love thats gone
Just say I'm not right [x5]

And baby I'll move on right x5]

Just say I aint right
For you when you moved on
The feelins gone
Just say I aint right
And I've been holdin on to love thats gone
Just say I aint right
[x2]

Just say I aint righ

2008-12-26T23:27:00.001+08:00

imy
i cant help it.

2008-12-25T23:53:00.003+08:00

RJ Helton » Missing Me

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

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huiqi and joyce came my house today.
erm yea watched TWILIGHT..
hmm cant really appreciate that movie.
however, the vampire is kinda suave.
haha who can enlighten me ? and tell me whats so nice about that movie?

btw. im so so in deep shit.
:(
thanks yanling ,tho, for your concerns.
3 days left.
never achieve what i wanna do.
never, express what i wanna say.
~~life can be a chore sometimes eh?~~

2008-12-24T19:00:00.004+08:00

merry christmas eve!
lols sounds strange?.aye, and uh its kinda weird this year .
didnt celebrate with friends outside.
stayed at home for the day ,ya.

however i have a whole lot of fun for the past 3 days ^^.
i have enjoyed. (tho i have made a couple of stupid mistakes..)
but nevermind . i shouldnt have occupy myself with those craps.
wanted to .. play one more day .
.
hee
im courting death, ya ??
who can help me do homework!
i can pay! xP
HAHAHA
i wanna load many many fun fun photos up!
awwwww

i wanna , try to be drunk too!
but alcohol tastes horribly!
urghh why cant alcohol be sweeter,and not bitter..
booo why people love to drink?
when can i understand their reasons for drinking..~
someday~~i believe, and hope i will know .. xP

i wanna watch sunrise also!!
terribly!
aww :\

2008-12-22T14:59:00.001+08:00

CHALET YO
FROM 22 TO 24 YOYOYO

taste the sweet then the bitter-.-
is it a right choice?
we shall see~

2008-12-20T01:09:00.001+08:00

sometimes i would rather, be the ignorant old may.
where i dont know about anything.
and think that the world outside is so perfectly bright.

2008-12-15T23:57:00.004+08:00

havent been blogging for quite some time.

life has been filled with assignments, laughters. stress and friends.

nothing else i guess.

and i seem to lose the focus of my life.
float,aimlessly,nothing,empty,neutral,numb.

time spent with friends is really great,though.
i really thank you all for all the fun and accompany .
my appreciation is beyond what words can portray.

2008-12-08T17:17:00.003+08:00

這樣夠了最後一次試著
在這沒有你的地方
學著你說的愛
為了讓你快樂
我選擇寂寞也要很堅強的愛著

Coz I believe in love 手緊握卻心好痛
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就這樣執著刻骨銘心地愛錯

這樣夠了最後一次試著
在這沒有你的地方
學著你說的愛
為了讓你快樂
我選擇寂寞也要很堅強的愛著

Coz I believe in love 手緊握卻心好痛
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就這樣執著刻骨銘心地愛錯

Love 可能會讓我變得更勇敢
我想要的明天不再和你有關 ohh

Coz I believe in love 手緊握卻心好痛
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就這樣執著刻骨銘心地愛錯

Coz I believe in love 手緊握卻心好痛
Coz I believe in love 我以為幸福會陪我到最後
我不是不懂愛的脆弱
這一刻卻放不開手
就傻傻執著沒放棄過
希望有天你懂

2008-12-07T01:42:00.008+08:00

rebelling..
?
?
?
.
.
i didn't know relationship can be that fragile..

2008-12-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

"we were so close together~
it was nearly going to be our very happy ending.
never did we know its just a pretense.."

Jon McLaughlin - So Close Lyrics

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

2008-12-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

spent alot alot of my time figuring this UV out a few days back ..
this assignment makes me so sad so sad..
booo
*twist fingers* please dont fail me. i know i did terribly this time round, but please..
:(

2008-12-01T01:23:00.002+08:00

im feeling very helpless now :(
i so feel like crying
i dont want to fail again
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
='( ='(

but who can i turn to ?

2008-11-30T04:32:00.001+08:00

kinda insane..

thinking of not sleeping today.
or rather, yesterday.

time: 5am
status: playing pet society, subconciously

2008-11-29T18:50:00.003+08:00

OMGOSH CRAZY CRAZY ......
my computer is playing music on its own!!!!!!!

my maya is cranky too
or is it the file..
darnnnnnnnn
i gonna be so dead ,
on monday..
followed by wednesday ..
and perhaps on tues ..
-.- siaooooo le

hugging buddha's leg also doesnt help already...

2008-11-29T13:59:00.002+08:00

i thought i would never ever break my very own high score again ..
HOWEVER MIRACLE HAPPENS TODAY! infact, just a few seconds ago!

AND IM OFFICIALLY AN ALIEN NOW ... BLARHHHHH
MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I EAT HUMAN BRAINSSSSSSSSSSSS

*my head is "ming fu qi shi de da" de lo !!~
not big for nothing alright!
HAHAHAHAH

*omgosh the bangala(s) starts drilling and knocking again
the NOISE IS DRIVING ME us CRAZYYY
*dizzy spells*

2008-11-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

edited this photo with aperture.
it's a very cool software. can make our photos have MORE "FEEL"
you know that kinda feel when you first look at the photo..

photography is fun
editing is more fun!
HA.
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aye.. im in deep shit.

2008-11-25T22:08:00.002+08:00

thanks pris, for the papers and coronets.

my new love - coronet from breadpapa
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i miss , ajisen ,so much.

wasnt doing anything productive..
blah same old thing happens ...

2008-11-24T01:48:00.002+08:00

hais
sorry my eyes,i dont mean to ill treat u two ..

i think my eye bags gonna be darker

slept at 4 am yesterday and 2am + today ?
ho seh
got a 9am class later..
i wonder how i am going to keep myself awake.

2008-11-23T20:33:00.002+08:00

巧合
凤飞飞
专辑:凤飞飞名曲精选
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世上的人儿这样多你却碰到我
过去我没有见过你你没见过我
这样的机会不太多只能算巧合
凑巧相遇在一起相聚只一刻
你看我我看你
相对默默无话说
偶然间这一刻
转眼就溜过
是否还能再见面谁都不敢说
以后我会见到你你已忘了我
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was watching 45 zhou nian celebration show at channel 8
so many old actor and actress

2008-11-22T00:54:00.006+08:00

saturday has finally arrived.
escaped from that so called "terror"
was given two more days to extinguish my burnt ass ..
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hais..
nothing, has changed.

~
"I'd Rather" - LUTHER VANDROSS

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

ps. the font size are screwed
!

2008-11-20T00:03:00.004+08:00

wanted to post some photos up ..yet ehh my usb is not working!
i have no idea why .. yea so i cant load some photos up..
shall leave it .. to weekend to upload i guess?

btw i finallly created an account on FACEBOOK
woo and its kinda cool
i love the games there
haha but im still A VERY NUBBY newbie there..
dont know this and that .. dont really know what i can do there
haha .. so yeah only one screenshot of ONE of the games i have played

and i like my rank very much .. lols ..
so gross in a cute way..
like me eh ? xP joking joking~

ps. but i feel that their games are very limited leh ..
only got 4 or so .. =((( it kinda disappoints me man ..
???OR there are actually more than 4 ~~
o.o uhh ????

min na ~ ganbatte for character animation!
we gotta squeeze something out by this friday, 12pm!
GOGOGO!

2008-11-18T18:19:00.002+08:00

HAHHA I THINK I BETTER POST THIS UP BEFORE I LEAVE IT AND FORGET ABOUT IT
SEE ANY DIFFERENCE IN THAT 2 PHOTOS?
ok in case you all cant tell the difference, theres a big bowl of soup in the first photo, and a much smaller bowl of soup in the 2nd photo.
ok whats the big deal about that?
the big deal is .... IM A SOUP LOVER! and that auntie says the ingredients ,which i had chosen, are mostly fried ,so she chose not to give me more soup! boohooo

so how bout my friend, val? She is given a BIG bowl of soup when all she has is a egg toufu in her soup..!
i feel that we are in the same situation ,yet im so unfairly treated!
hahah i know im blowing things up here~ hhaha

ok luh actually i dont really mind.. cos i felt very bloated afterall~
i just need to rant, or rather blog this down .. haha since i have taken some photos ..
hee ok luh i really dont mind.
LOL

and they are so bad, still say the auntie "see people"
i think wo bu tao ren xi huan bah?
ha .

ok luh i know you all are joking..
relax~

2008-11-18T17:14:00.002+08:00

[ti:稻香]
[ar:周杰伦]
[al:魔杰座]

☆稻香 jay chou☆
☆魔杰座 jvr☆
☆词曲 jay 编曲 micel lin☆
☆永爱杰伦☆支持正版
by:陈宝泉傅婉明

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡

随著稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑

乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

☆music.☆.
所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好☆.
稻香.☆^-^☆.
不要这么容易就想放弃
就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机
现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好☆.
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好☆.
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haha i love his songs..
nice~ now then i know how to appreciate great songs, like his ..

2008-11-17T22:52:00.003+08:00

new white shoes always give me THAT feeling which i will have back in secondary/primary schools

remember we used to have very very WHITE SHOES on our VERY FIRST DAY of school?

haha im feeling like that ,today..

and like finally,
i am having my very own covered shoes!

^^ love love, my marmie~
aww

feeling kinda lost and lonely these days man
like always finding myself sitting alone,going home alone or wateva ..
staying at home on weekends..
doing homeworks by myself..
sian de lo~

2008-11-15T16:43:00.003+08:00

another kinda special thing that i have done in school's toilet ..
i was drying someone's pants then .. ^^am i helpful or what? ^^ ha

walk slower next time, dont gan jiong .
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another random shot taken ,after our drawing class. our drawing tutor was giving us some tips on drawing perspective .. and we happened to be his models for the day. ho ho.. thus, we were pointing at "ourselves" respectively ..
*side note, val's face always look orangey on my handphone .. dont know mann ..
and the drawing looks quite like me right ? haha .. that resting pose..kinda captured the essence ;) .. he's really really good at drawing mann ...

2008-11-15T15:25:00.003+08:00

[ti:疼爱]
[ar:萧敬腾]
[al:同名专辑]
[by:赖润诚]
萧敬腾-疼爱
作词:阿信(五月天)
作曲:阿信(五月天)
专辑:同名专辑

我沈默不代表我不痛
我不痛眼泪就不会流
总是安静承受安静忍受
安静看你走

你说我很适合当朋友
你说我总是会听你说
你说别太难过保持联络
有空的时候

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什麽

想挽留却为什麽点头
我不懂连我都不懂我
如果说的太少爱的太多
有谁能够懂

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什麽

千言万语拥挤我的宇宙
让我震耳欲聋喔喔
有多少爱就有多少
沈默的疼痛

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

把疼爱都给你把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得快乐自由
这疼痛并不算什麽

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阿信(五月天) hao li hai ah!
this song is really nice.. my another new favourite song

2008-11-15T15:15:00.001+08:00

~~"一个人撑伞一个人擦泪,一个人好累"~~

happy
moments ..
please stay ..

2008-11-14T10:16:00.002+08:00

Secondhand Serenade
Fall For You lyrics

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

2008-11-12T23:11:00.003+08:00

this is how we started our "madness" for that day
a series of attempts..
followed by a successful shot, taken by me! yea xP
kua kua~ taken on the mrt, its kinda random.
continued with some photos with our dear vitagens. like i say, we snap snap snap.
went to the art friend, and be princess-es for the day! hoho~ urms sad to say, we were told to remove our tiara after =( boo
so we have decided to binge and drink a row of 5 vitagens at one go.
see~ we seem so happy ^^.
i love this. hoho yanling looks kinda diao here,though =Xoppss, hahahhahahahhaa
paiseh . remember to take more photos ^^ so that we can pick out the nicer ones in the future xP bleahh

some hearty tips for the day, vitagen can be used as laxative.
drink 5 str8 down ur stomach, if you have constipation.
i have a wonderful time spent in the loo that day~
woo~
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it really works !
i went to the washroom str8 after i have finished up baked rice^^ yes ,baked rice..gotta post some piccys of it soon, hopefully?
*slurps* my poor baked rice. i guess it didnt stay in my stomach for long ..

2008-11-10T16:20:00.005+08:00

say OH MY GOSHHHH ,its my first time seeing this "underpass" flood know ..
more flooding photos. we are amazed.
it was so wet wet wet. we marveled at those "artificial water fountains". wondered why the morning rain could be this heavy~
and we were so late late late
yet we were still laughing away
whats wrong with us? :)

fun morning tho. its quite a happening morning.
gonna blog later ;)

i have 10 more photos to take! help!!!!
lols.

btw happy birthday da mei!
;) im glad that you love the presents.
heeeeee

oh yea,
and a happy 19 birthday to sharon mohyong too!
;) AH hope you will see my wishes for u ..

2008-11-09T15:52:00.001+08:00

[ti:下雨天]
[ar:南拳妈妈]
[al:南拳妈妈新歌加精讯南搞小孩]
[by:谌翔]
[t:4:11]
下雨天
南拳妈妈新歌+精讯南搞小孩
作曲:张杰作词:张杰

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

2008-11-07T20:37:00.005+08:00

ahha i look shag eh? anyway this is taken last week (our first mocap practice). i wasnt the model then .. haha im inconvenient to be ,anyway.
and ta dah! its taken today! woo i get to wear the suit o_O hais its like so coincidence lo. why are there people doing their stuffs there during our practice time slot ..
blahh so no choice, im "THE ONE" for THE DAY, so i have to "ying zhe tou pi" and do all those actions in front of other people, in that suit .. lols..
but its quite fun thoo .. hahahha
they helped me spray some freshner on the black suits summore.. haha so funny. aiyah forgot to take photos of them spraying .. hahah it looks so funny lo.. hahah it's like as if the suit is contaminated with certain bacteria. thanks anway! ^^
dont know why leh .. it looks so out of focus when val tries to take a photo of me there ,in front of the green screen
and POOF! i am about to go . and it looks clearer,instead o_o
like whyyyy ..? lols
fun tho .. haha

the markers are so pretty right!
they are so shinyyyy
*they look like stars! wooohooo got blink blink on my body!*
^^ they have to luh , if not the cameras wouldnt be able to capture them already..
^^

2008-11-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

this uncle seriously scared and pissed me off last saturday
my gosh he is very weird lo
kept looking over to our side(i was sitting beside him ,on his right,initially)
and blabbered non-stop.
so irritating can? i think he's scolding in hokkien or teochew? saying that something is SOOOOOO smelly.. then continued asking, ARE YOU SCARED ALREADY?

scared of what sia!
this kinda people.. is obviously seeking for some attention, desperately.
to be frank, i was kind of freaked out in the first place. however, i know i have to be strong.
i gotta tolerate his chickenbutt blabbering, if not i would have lose "this match" to him.
ghaha so in the end, i kinda won the match. haha cos he has silenced after some time.
i guess his mouth is tired by then ..
cant stand him man ..
all he was saying are those same few sentences (hes like chanting some spell or sth.. -.- )

think hes seriously stressed out or something
see the shiny head of his?
ughh i really really cant stand him. thus i've taken 2 photos of him. they are blurred tho.
haha my handphone has this red light on, whenever i wanna capture something.
thus its so INconvenient for me to take the photos. as my target will always be alerted .. =\ boo
see the 2nd photo!
he still wanna look somemore!
RAHHH
are you buey song of my kuay?
im buey song of ur mouth man -.-
geez

turnoffturnoffturnoff
i forgive you, but dont scare people like that can?
lol

2008-11-04T17:27:00.004+08:00

uh oh im feeling abit feverish now.
feeling nua nua all over.. cant really stand or sit straight today..
feel like leaning on the wall at all times man .. haha
but,
was quite satisfied tho, cos i FINALLY took T HOSE 25 photos ,and have already submitted them!
THUS NO WORRIES FOR PHOTOGRAPHY ,FOR THE TIME BEING

woo , all i have to do is research for impressionism. i gotta get it done by tonight.

alot of my assignments are going to be dued
-drawing (14 quality pages more)
-character animation (video references + animation)
-rendering (improvements for lighting + texturing)
-that art and history lo

wow that first 3 can kill me man .. hur hur~~

saw this in someone's msn nick
and i find it very encouraging ~
i like it ,very much.

"
快樂不是因為擁有的多，而是因為計較的少
"

i suppose thats why some of my friends are so happy .. go lucky ;)

2008-11-02T14:34:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU ,YANLING AND MAY
THANK YOU FOR KEEPING ME ACCOMPANIED
^^
I LOVE YOU TWO VERY MUCH
suddenly gotta urge to say this..
*wonder how long will this feeling last* *xP*

lols
i love all the conversations we had on mrt yesterday
thank you.
more heart to heart talks please~! ;)

2008-10-26T01:34:00.003+08:00

everyone is born to be an actor,
we have been acting at all times..
which is your true self?

im so confused.

lotsa things have been going through my mind..
well not lately, but all these while
beeen thinking alot .. my mind hasnt been resting for a lonnng time
wow all the possibilities that i have come up with just scares me .
how can one be so paranoid?
haha how can one be so negative, yet having a small portion of the brain consoling the rest of the negative brain ?
how can one be so positively negative about the world and everything?
my ..

perhaps i need some anti depressants
need some sleeping pills
feeling quite upset last friday
nothing turns out to be what i want
mmm but was kinda appeased after going out with jy .. haha
thanks uh jy for the accompany ..
or should i say, im the one accompanying u ?
my .. i didnt really bought anything that i need on that day (except for food)

random~~..
sometimes i really feel like living in portraits..
as theres no right or wrong in art ..
there always a reason for everything in art ..
and the reason is always up to how you think.
no one will ever object ur thinking, as long as ur opinions are firm and are backed up with your own good sources ..

im so tired
been eating dinner late .. bathing late
sleeping late
waking up earlier
been pulling long faces..

smile more, may
cos you deserve it.
haha love yourself yo~

2008-10-21T00:22:00.002+08:00

uncover the dark side of me .

the evil twin is overpowering ..

you know what?
there are a few things i so wanna do
-go beach and scream
-go arcade and bang the machines till my hand turns red and numb
-blast the speakers in an enclosed room
-run/jog for 1 hour str8
-don't talk for the whole day
-put thick makeups
-dress all black and sit at the corner
-finish all my assignments in a day (including 10 pages of drawing, 2 rendering assignments, preparations for A&H and so on)
-shout at someone i don't know
-stay awake for 24 hours
-eat 50% lesser than my usual amount
-watch dramas and cry from the very start to the very end of the show
-take my crying photos, and make a animation out of it
-make my very own dark chocolate, and numb my tongue with the bitterness
-say bye ,instead of hi ,to everyone i see
-wanted to forget the past and move on
-hate you all

2008-10-19T13:38:00.005+08:00

woo~ played this typing test again and broke my own personal record on my first try ^^
this kinda lighten up my gloomy day by a bit..
haha woo a caucasian is looking at my photos ..
hes missing me~

if only theres really someone who loves me ..

2008-10-19T11:34:00.004+08:00

the power of "friends"
they are just some amazing people ,who can make you feel so much better after talking to them..
cos you know, no matter what happens,
they can be there for you..
or rather, they try to be there for you.
though some things cant be said, they could stilll be supportive ..
be there and say some encouraging stuffs ..
i know, they cant be there for me all the time..
thus i really appreciate when they really make the effort to make time to meet up ..
though i have never really tell them all in their faces, but im truely touched.
i know, i didnt have alot of friends. but im glad that there are at least a few close ones .
tho they will neglect my feelings ,laugh at me sometimes and such ..
BUT still i love YOU ALL ^^
^^
thanks to those who cares for me..
you know who you are ~ ;)

2008-10-19T11:14:00.005+08:00

i feel bad
about all these.
but i gonna be alright.
i gotta be.

i have been a sinner all along.
i get your hint..

REALLY HAVE to shift my priorities right..
and try to start my life right ..
once again ..

~tell me i can do it .. ~

2008-10-16T21:23:00.002+08:00

PLUMP PLUMP
fats fats go away~!
..
swam for 1 hour + today with may 2 (LOL)..
actually i should say, i have played for 1 hour+ instead..
its drizzling actually .. however had stopped after an hour ? lols
i thought we gonna go to gym instead(so i brought my pair of sports shoes + PE shorts along)
Whoa and its soo heavy ..
its the first time that my THAT black bag has seemed so fat/full ><
never manage to try the water slides though, so its kinda disappointing

attended art and history lecture today ..
and was quite stunned by the fact that the grades will be deducted by 50% for the first day, and 10% for the subsequent days ..
and i gotta present about my 2 favourite art pieces in my first tutorial already..
my .. gotta prepare for it man ..

2008-10-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

WOO A ROYAL FLUSH (i so long nv viwawa.. so anyone! if you wanna play, just jio me ;) )

ok thats just something random ^^

today is a pretty much normal day..
except that i have to tell my photography tutor that im his new student ..
blah .. always have to explain and clarify myself
(makes me feel like im "nobody's child" .. being kik to here ,and there)

attended my first photography class.
as compared to audio ,its really much more interesting than audio creation (in my opinions)
the tutor is kinda interesting and humorous..
so i guess the following photography classes should be quite fun and enjoyable ..

..
but its just that another side of my brain has been thinking of a whole lot of nonsensical stuffs, which make me feel like going emo emo again ..
well ,actually they are not nonsensical ..
they are the truth ..
and yesh i know haha i should listen to SOMEBODY's (:)) advice ,and not think too much ..
and keep myself occupied .. yes
i will try..
thats why ,i wish to work ..
i hope i can earn ENOUGH money to buy a good-quality-and-have-mirco-focus(yes thats the word i wanna say .. ) camera!
if not, i will have to stick to my homey digital camera

*oh yeah my rendering module tutor did call me today!
so nice, i thought he has forgotten about me ..

aye .. i have been waking up early ever since the very first day till tomorrow ..
i hate squeezy mrt .. boo

2008-10-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

ok back to the mistake that my course coordinator has made..
hais i just feel that he's tad irresponsible..
my module tutor said he will either call me yesterday or today ,to inform me about THEIR solution ... alright .. and i have waited until today's late afternoon ..
blah , and he didnt call me at all ..
thus i thought i should go up and look for him during my 1 hour break .. however he was so coincidentally away from his desk ..well, his colleague said that he was having lessons at that point of time
blah blah ...so i was thinking, thinking of looking up for him after my second class today ..
and i guess he was still not in yet ...
aww i was feeling so disappointed .. looking for him in despair ..
luckily my friends were there to accompany me today ><>
so when we were about to give up (we were walking towards the lift,planning to wait for his call at home), someone saw my course coordinator!!
YEAHHH hah i dont know remember whos the someone, cos i was stunned at that very moment!
haha so yeah i managed to propose my solution to him ... cos when i ask him about my timetable, he threw the question back to me, "oh my, then how?"..
sheesh i thought he was supposed to solve it for me ?

-.- HE EVEN ASKED IF I WANNA RETAKE THAT PARTICULAR MODULE ,USING ANOTHER COMPLETELY ALIEN PROGRAM.. (i have totally forgotten all the BASICS that were taught in year 1~~) he even joked that i could seize this chance to learn a new programme!~
right ...you are right .. but im so gonna fail this same module again!~
oh my ... thats like so risky! imagine i dont even know how to rotate the canvas, then how am i going to master the skills to render and light up the scene ?!
i was totally sian .. haha but i didnt show it out ,of course..

and yes, in the end, i manage to change my audio class to PHOTOgraphy on wed ..which is tomorrow! (is it destined ,or what? cos theres no other solution, but to change my elective module to photography, to solve the TIMETABLE problem..)

that also means that i would have 3 EARLY morning classes for 3 days str8 ...!

art and history class(tomorrow) is cancelled. phew meaning i could go home and rest str8 after the morning classs ^^ kinda happy and sad..
seeing that everyone is so busy with their lives..
no one is free ....
im kinda, free now .. haha maybe, i should start on my drawing soon ..
cos my gesture drawing deproves quite alot ? haha .. i need models ..
oh and the model for our drawing class today is hot ..!
haha his poses are quite cool. has lotsa overlapping and forshortening though. so i had quite a hard time today hahaha my flabby arms are tired/aching from all the warming up for drawing ..
woo~

2008-10-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

wow ..
i must say , my first day of school is always so happening ..
.
.
(thinking back... )
i remember THAT VERY FIRST DAY of my .. year 2?
i was supposed to report for drawing class in the morning (and thats the only class i had for THAT day..).. i had to go school on my own, as i was separated from my close friends and i didnt know anyone from that class yet.
ah so i kept telling myself "nevermind...", and i trained down to nyp myself. not long after i board the train , I suddenly had the urge to go toilet .I guess i was so nervous at that moment that i had butterflies in my stomach. myyy.. i could still remember that its a torturing morning. The train was so damn packed and i was breaking into cold sweats..
i thought i was going to lose control ..
Initially really had the thought of being late, cos my abodmen (aiyo stomach there~) was having some serious cramps ..i wanted to quicken my pace, however the pain just doesnt allow me to. HAHA just how nervous i can be man~!
okok and fortunately,when i had finally reached my drawing lab ..
a piece of normal a4 size paper(sticking on the lab's door) just simply turns me off, totally~!
it says .. "CLASS IS POSTPONED TO WEDNESDAY. and bla bla bla~"
and i really feel like " BLAHHHH" ..so what now?
im good to go home already~
wooo ?~
OOH and so, it just ended my first day of school, so 'nicely'..
[OH YAH (before i forgot about it), i was late on THAT fateful day too .. LOLS]
there were people waiting outside the room already..
haha its so embarrassing lo .. malu myself on the very first day of my year 2 already ..
sometimes i really feel like a clown lo ...
always being laughed at .. lolss
.
.
.
fine so what about today?!
my first day of my year 3..
i would use a word : HAPPENING, to describe..

ok ok same thing happens today again ..
i was LATE.. yes late for my first class
quite similar to my previous experience right ?
haha ok anyway ,i wasnt too late ... and my tutor didnt mind.. so i feel that its still alright ..
but, something shocked me when i first arrived at my pc lab at block M ..
do you know whats so shocking?
Can you believe that a class has only 4 students?
im the 3rd one to reach -.- ... wooo so am i considered early or not .. LOLS ..
u know actually, i thought there will be at least a handful of students...

i thought ,i was still early(not too late) when i was rushing to that lab .. cos all i could see was TWO .. two students in that particular ,destined lab ... i was thinking "whoa .. so i wasnt too late afterall~ since only 2 students have reached".
IN THE END ... OMGGGGGGGGG
when i saw the name list, i could only see FOUR NAMES .....
AIYO *i really feel like slapping my forehead at that very moment* i couldnt believe it .. i had even double checked with my tutor.. i felt that,that scenario was really kinda awkward..ok and he even asked if i am really interested in this module. He thought i didnt know about that elective module:PHOTOGRAPHY, and asked if i wanna change to that instead. Its kinda funny for a tutor to ask his/her students to consider another modules and oh shit. im kinda more interested in photography then audio creation ..
HOWEVER, i think i will have to invest a few thousands on a camera if i really want to take up photography instead
=( how how ? i am kinda lost now
tho i might not be able to change to photography now ..
anyway back to my first day ..
Ended up ,all 4 students were present .. and my tutor starts to brief us on all the theories on sound, frequency ,instruments and other audio related stuffs.. woo its enriching but kinda dry at the same time.. but i think the mixing practicals might be quite fun~ ?
the class has ended one hour earlier >< (and he says that it will always do, for every lesson)
hee

question here is , should i .. continue with my audio creation ? or switch to photography ..
interest wise.. and money wise...

oh my , i still have to consider my time table TOO

my gosh ..
another happening thing today is my second class today .. - rendering
i gotta retake this module in this semester ..
and yeah i did turn up in the right lab, same module number and correct time.
however, i just felt that something is wrong .. AND IM RIGHT ..
yesh , i was in the right lab indeed. They all look alien to me. i mean i dont know any one of them .. so i thought, i might be in the right lab ..
however, i realised something weird.. i saw some of my classmates fire up 3D MAX ..
and thats so not .. so not my program!
im feeling quite nervous and worried at that point of time.
i tried to focus .. focus on what my tutor was explaining ..
however .. the other side of my mind was questioning..doubting myself ..
i was thinking.. am i so blur that i have really entered the wrong class..
and ... its so diao .. the problem doesnt lies in me..
its my course coordinator that has made a mistake in my timetable ..
headache .. actually i have much more to say .. but its getting late.. so i guess i shall continue 2mr instead ><

good night

2008-10-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

oh my, blogspot is abit cranky just now ..
anyway ..

a random song ..
cant find this song online ..
really wonder how this song will be like ..

Love Don't Make No Sense - Joe ?

(Verse 1)
I try to make the best of a bad situation
Always gave too much; You never gave in return
Never could convince you to meet your obligations
Guess it took me walking out before you could learn

(Bridge 1)
Now you wonder why I've changed
And if any love remains
You try to make it right with all your hugs and kisses
But you just can't understand
A man needs more from his woman
It's not just money but the honey that is minning

(Chorus)
If you ask if I still love you
Then I'd have to say I do
If you ask why am I leaving
I'd say what am I supposed to do
What's the point in holding on if you keep on doing wrong
Bottom line: LOVE DON'T MAKE NO SENSE

(Verse 2)
Monday to Friday, 9 to 5 while I'm working
Sunday to Sunday all day you're on your back
Day-in day-out I'm putting food on the table
You could at least have tried to clean up your act

(Bridge 2)
Well I've given you that chance
Now I'm making other plans
I'd be better off if I was on my own
So don't you try to change my mind
You're out of luck and out of time
So find some fool who's cool with that because I'm gone

(Repeat Chorus)

(Verse 3)
It's a shame, but I can't remember
The last time you held a job
It's up to me to pay the bills
Baby I work damn hard
You don't think of nothing else but what you need
YOU DON'T EXCEPT RESPONSIBILITY

(Repeat Chorus Twice)

(Breakdown)
If you ask if I still love you
Then I'd have to say I do
If you ask why am I leaving
I'd say what am I supposed to do
What's the point in holding on if you keep on doing wrong
What's the bottom line?
LOVE DON'T MAKE NO SENSE
...love don't make nooooooooooooooo sense baby

2008-10-08T15:02:00.005+08:00

SEE THE GOODNESS ... GOODNESS IN THIS erm no idea if its authentic SHARKFIN .. but it costs $30 for this much .. roughly half a tumbler.. ><>

~~ah well, i still cant change the font .. ><~~
COOL.problem solved! after i have posted this entry up ^^

2008-09-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

you can only see them, and not me.
i laugh at the truth,
and tear in some corners,
where you couldnt see me.

enough said.

2008-09-23T12:55:00.007+08:00

bought this very first album of cyndi and is kept in my cupboard for a v long time ..
few days back, i took it out and listen to her songs again ..
and being touch by her songs, or rather the lyrics

haha thinking back, i never care to understand or read through the lyrics..
now, i do .. and feel for them..
now then i realise that .. 作词 is really tough ..
all those whom really manage to 作词 are superb!
really kudos to them
hahaha cos they are so good at describing one's feeling at one's lowest point of life.. be it relationship, friendship or kinship ..
that pple are able to relate to the songs
><

灰姑娘的眼泪

cry 灰姑娘的眼泪就像流星坠落海底痛到心里
try 一次次一次次伤过的心童话世界不再美丽
我在梦里期待相信自己存在
现实中的无奈最后终于醒来
眼泪留下一瞬间明白
十二点哭和笑界线你的吻从此不再出现
love is over dreams never come true
他的出现你的转变我的爱情断了线
看着照片变成昨天幸福离我好遥远
我的爱在梦和幻灭中旋转
爱情的玻璃鞋在哪呢我的泪透着光期待着
love is over dreams never come true
你的离开让我觉得命运就像灰姑娘
心都碎了那天晚上独自发呆到天亮
我的爱在梦和幻灭中旋转
cry 灰姑娘的眼泪就像流星坠落海底痛到心里
try 一次次一次次伤过的心童话世界不再美丽
我在梦里期待相信自己存在
城市中的无奈最后终于醒来
眼泪留下一瞬间明白一瞬间明白
相信会有真爱感觉得好累
过程有苦有甜结局不完美
黑夜总会过去爱全被撕碎
灰姑娘的眼泪 i say cry
灰姑娘的眼泪就像流星坠落海底痛到心里

2008-09-22T13:56:00.002+08:00

YANYU!
THIS ENTRY IS SPECIALLY CREATED FOR YOU ..

is this the one you are looking for?

i need $$ ><, or rather, a part time job =(

2008-09-17T17:17:00.005+08:00

HEY YES! ITS FOOD AGAIN haha

CHEOK KEE DUCK RICE
woo i didnt know it SO SO SO famous that people will write about it in their blogs
hur hur i was browsing the net aimlessly one day and i chanced upon this website, which introduces MANY places that food lovers would LOVE TO GO!
hee
and im very proud to announce here that ...
i have TRIED THIS STALL BEFORE!
woohooo
its the VERY FIRST TIME I WENT TO EAST COAST WITH MY POLY MATES,
and my FIRST TIME EATING THERE..
and *TADAH!~*
i have chosen the well known duck rice stall ..
and ate their lengendary porridge (photo below) HOHOHOHO its said that the porridge is EVEN NICER than the DUCK RICE! haha
ok i admit that i ONCE thought the duck rice is a better choice .. uh as im more of a practical person .. haha rice will be more filling than porridge.. and thats a fact, alright~ hurhur
the MEAT IS REALLY TENDER *muacks* hahhaha it doesnt fill me up. .
haha how can a bowl of porridge simply fills me up. you say!
haha ok but its really worthy to try it hoho ..

(ps, yanyu, we have made a right choice that day .. haha)

okok and i SAW THIS .. : CHEWY JUNIOR..

and their description tempts me to give it a try!

this blogger says that its a FUSION OF BREADPAPA'S CREAM PUFFS and DOUGHNUT FACTORY.. well they have just mentioned two of my favourite dessert shops luhh~~

plus they said that one sells for $1.10 ..not sure if the prices have risen .. but i think i would love to try it someday!!

YOU! try it with me someday, will you?hur hur .. these are the different flavours .. not too many tho(as compared to DOUGHNUTFACTORY )

lolss hazel oh ...
its 5.35pm right now .. and im still at home, waiting for ya mann~~
aye ,another busy woman
the clock is ticking~~

2008-09-17T14:56:00.007+08:00

watched Death Race today.
and wow the stunts and effects are really awesome..
and it somehow resembles a arcade game (super mario) in a brutal way..

but i think i have missed out bit and pieces still
hur hur blame on my poor English ...
to be frank, i don't really know what they are talking sometimes..
why do Caucasians have to speak so quickly, or so "hip-hop and short" and SOFT hahah
i realize i always have to turn ON the volume till the max, so i can at least catch a bit of their conversations ...
*slap forehead*
in any case, i would still VERY much appreciate English subtitles for EVERY MOVIES .. yes
any genre or any language of movies..
hee

by the way,
i have my hair trimmed/cut/changed yesterday..
i wonder if my poly friends will be able to see the difference when they see me?
haha
and that ~~uncle~~ hairdresser , is , so straightforward and opinionated ..
however ,i think uh , he should be right most of the time ..
speaking of experiences, he surely have much more than me.

the BEST THING is that HE can COME UP with a hairstyle for his INDIVIDUAL customers,
as he thinks that a hairstyle has to do VERY MUCH with your lifestyle and habits.
COOL that's cool with me too(as long as it didn't turn out bad). Plus ,he can also save you from cracking your brain for a suitable hairstyle for yourself, where it might not turn out to be good on you in the end,perhaps..

ps.
and,
no doubt how his shop name comes about ..
"Freestyle Salon" ..
FREESTYLE FOR EVERY DIFFERENT INDIVIDUAL

2008-09-15T19:58:00.010+08:00

"hua yue shi wu zhong qiu jie,
na shi zhuo tian de ji jie,
...
ta men dou shuo,
shi liu de yue liang bi shi wu yuan"

hee if you can understand it, good for you.
if not ,im just saying, the moon is rounder on the 16th, than on the 15th..
=)
and its kinda true to me .. :D

hee tho yesterday is the actual mid autumn festival.. but i guess it doesnt matter anyway?
hee aww just that its a bit too bad..
cos i didnt get to play any candles or paper lanterns (tho i have digged out those stuffs out from my storeroom)..
no one is there to play with me ahhh
plus plus , i dont know how to use lighter..neither do i have matchboxes ...
BAHH
HA but at least i have eaten a couple of mooncakes!

ps.my popo just tells me this afternoon that my face has become rounder

AWWW :(
sorry may, i didnt wake up in time to go gym with ya =( boooo

2008-09-14T23:10:00.004+08:00

you don't deserve to be loved,at all.
i simply hate people who take things/people for granted.
so now what.. you love challenges?
well, then let's play..
;)

2008-09-13T23:52:00.007+08:00

SOME SCREENSHOTS FOR SALLY SPA

these are some of the countries that i will get to open my shops ... ^^here are the rest of the countries.. and the last country happens to be Fiji, which i dont know where it is .
As i have said, i have finished this game, so this is how my shop looks like when EVERYTHING IS UPGRADED :D
last day of work! =(aww so cute.. i simply their graphics.. sally looks so cute here..
i think i love paper-cut characters :D
hee this is the very last product that i have unlocked for my shop :Dwoo~ so i guess this is the highest rank i can get ... BFF wor~ haha

haha since im done with sally spa, i think i should uninstall it already.. should i ?

(:(

ps. why is it so hard to control the photos/images in blogger..

2008-09-11T22:54:00.004+08:00

hoho yeah i have yet to mention about my new blogskin ..
haha its my first time using an animated skin!
kinda excited about it ..
if i never remember wrongly, this skin has won a erm year 2008 valentine skin award? hahah

oh ya, most importantly,
i hope my blog will be popups-free by now?~

yeah ?
can you all see my entries?
is there any problem with my bloggie, still ?

ps. i have finished playing "Sally Spa".
haha its kinda fun .. All the characters look cute to me..
i love their graphic and style very much =)
just that i feel its not that challenging still ...
cos there isnt a play-until-you-GAME-OVER mode..
something like dinner dash , you know ..
and their upgrades are kinda limited .. i dont quite like it.
=) however it can be goood game to occupy yourself with .

2008-09-11T19:43:00.005+08:00

whoa ?
do you know that its actually good to be angry?
its beneficial to us ,says the CLEO magazine.

"According to the Personality and Social Psychology Bulletin, hot-tempered people think more critically than their calmer counterparts. Anger forces you to pinpoint the cause of an issue, so you quickly find a solution. Turn your anger into a positive trait by not dwelling on something for too long. After the storm has passed, think about why you were angry and how you can prevent it from happening again."

haha this gives me one more reason to be angry.
rahh!
:)

by the way,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YYY today!
and HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO PRIS yesterday!!

2008-09-09T19:55:00.004+08:00

bye bye, my trusty old wallet

ow ow ow ..
my whole body is aching now ..
however i think i will still hit the gym ONCE next week if possible ..
my stamina has already deteriorate alot alot!
i think i cant even reach the bronze standard for all 6 stations ..
*shakehead*

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BE readily available NOT ..

haha this entry is short .. gonna blog next time =D
wanna watch the 9pm show =)
cute baby!~

2008-09-06T21:03:00.005+08:00

im in a dilemma..

THAT job really seems to be a really good deal ..
attractive pay ,relaxing environment?, flexible working time ...
yet all these seem too be way to good to be true ...
however what she has said, seems to be very true ...
she's a ex kranjian somemore..
she cant possibly be lying/hiding to us ..
ah .. but its all about sale... ah ...and my low (ha!)self esteem is not going to bring me far in this line...
but hey ! there's FREE basic training for everyone .....
(haha yea as a typical singaporean , i will very much like to emphasize on that word)
in fact, this seems to be a very good opportunity for me to "evolve" again!
hahah yet i have JUST CLOSED that door shut ..

would i regret ??
bbut that building is so far! i cant possibly always take lrt, then bus there to work ...
im unsure of myself. .
plus may thinks that ... there wouldnt be such a good deal without any catch ..
there must be some underlaying terms that we were unknown of..
or are we being too cautious or paranoid here?
there are too many uncertainties..
we have been given a chance to clear all our doubts on monday .. however, we have forgone it ..

mmmmmm
hee may, to be frank, im quite interested in that job.. its just that i dont have the guts to go for it on my own .. i hate the feeling of starting everything new again ...
tho new friends will be coming in my way ... and thats absolutely good , of course ...
uhhh
perhaps im too used to stay in my comfort zone........
hur hur ...

im been avoiding unknown numbers too
fearing that one of the calls might be from .. THEM ..
hur .. maybe i should start to answer THOSE calls from now onwards..
and learn to say "hi!" to JOB OPPORTUNITIES.....

2008-09-05T10:51:00.004+08:00

when this world has too many EMO PEEPS..

its time to get yourself out of the emo zone,

and watch how other people emo ..

ha should i ?

yes i think i should,

cos no other peeps will ever feel pathetic for you .

WHO will care whether ur eyes are bloody red and dry from all the crying?

you are only torturing yourself.

why not spend the time on something more meaningful instead?

like , exercise!
.
.
.
.
.

easier said than done.

anyway
just wanna share something with yall

its about "that person".
how on earth can that person care for another when all that person claims is that he/she is busy or lethargic?
how does that person manage to care for his/her friends , when even calling up his/her dear ones is almost an IMPOSSIBLE task to do ?
why does that person has the time to slack and let time JUST PAST LIKE THAT, when that person dont even have the time to study or even sleep?

is that person being selective.. ?
as in he/she is just choosing who he/she wanna spend his/her PRECIOUS TIME with ?
or what?

i guess,
no other ways than being selective..

i have a selective memory too :)
and i will rememeber your bad(s) and not your good(s)
ha joking

2008-09-03T17:50:00.002+08:00

aiyo
i have stayed at home today, again ..

wanted to run in the morning ..
however, its cancelled again ..
haha its just so weird..
it seems that i would never have the chance to exercise with may.
aiyo aiyo blame on all the misunderstandings and coincidence =\
geeeeez
anyway i will be meeting her again for some briefing at eunos tomorrow..
hope everything is alright!
and i seriously hope i can really pay attention to the speaker and of cos wish that i will get e job soon

i wouldnt want to waste my days away ..
thinking about all the nonsensical stuffs..

pui
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2008-09-02T18:15:00.003+08:00

hello~
so whats the use of telling somebody my feelings WHEN that someone is not even a bit interestED.
isnt it the same as "diu niu tan qing"?

i know i have been avoiding it ..
i have not been putting any effort to solve the problem ..
we are not facing and treating the problem seriously..

serve me right for what we are right now,..

2008-09-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

hey
im so disappointed in you
whats with u , seriously?
where all your perseverance and love have gone to ?

no more calls from you

=(
hmph

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what's love without any memories? = nothing.
(saw this from a drama, and isn't it so true?)
SAD
gotta off my com soon again .. hais didnt get to use my com for long these days =(
uber sad..

imperfections perfect us ..

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Secondhand SerenadeFall For You lyrics

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Fall For You lyrics